Mistaken Self-Pity

I thought I was the only one
But when I looked at them
I was wrong

I thought I was the only one thinking about it
But when I talked to them
I was wrong

I thought I was the only one getting hopeless
But when I heard them saying the same thing I was thinking
I was wrong

I though I was the only one feeling directionless
But when someone cried while sharing his experience
I was wrong

I thought I was the only one finding reason to wake up in the morning
But when I saw someone intentionally met up with his ending
I was wrong

It’s really difficult to overthink about it
You are not really sure when the opportunity will come
Or will it ever come?
I’m tired of waiting
I’m tired being…

… JOBLESS.